Competition coming soon.
Friday
Hmm..today..as per normal..had lessons..hahaz..chem lesson was fun..Mr Shanmugam said some funny stuffs.. u dun support Man U ..u get out ! hahahz..well his lesson is fun .. and u wont find it boring..or tiring..hMM..its diff from other teachers.. hope my Chem can improve to the very best with his guidance =)..after tat..have AEP ..chem again !..lOlx..ya..it was cool..and after tat went ta play tt.. and went home to do maths .. and rest lo.. uh huh..den have this Parents Talk in the auditiorium=.=.. my mother told me wan go home le.i told her tat at the cafeteria theres food..but ! . she insist to say that she wants to go home =.=.guess wad...in the end found her at the cafeteria eating=.= .. typical Singaporeans..lOlx.. and came home..yea !.. tml got cca leaders meeting.. or rather Sports Council Meeting^^ .. get to see her..she says i bully her alot =X.. but how to teng her in school.. hahaz.. its kept in my heart de teng.. jux dunno how ta express it out ..everybody tc..and hope she gets wad she wish for..=)) .. jia you in competition ..and of coz .. everything !.. <*3 Thursday
At trainin.. i talk to Wei li.. hmm..coz my confidence is still not back.. ever since I lost once..i continue losing and losing ..i dun have the feel of being confident anymore..i told him bout the confidence i lost .. and all sort of things..
He encouraged me alot and say that if match nervous + angry .. = screw up liao..and Table Tennis is a mind game.. and oso strategy la.. plus.. really really muz attack.. cannot juz defend or be so bei dong.. muz zhu dong abit.. hMM.. after listening .. i still cant really get the feeling back.. when coach ask me ta vs wei li.. hmm.. i know i will definitly lose if im still in the "GAY"/"SISSY" way of playing style..which is = dun attack.. dun give pressure to opponent..give lousy placing to opponent.. and opponent can attack..=.= im gonna die
After losing 1 set.. he told me something he said relax la.. we are trainin for competition..dun too nervous.or else screw up liao..this chnge my entire playing style...this simple sentence..really give me confidence ..alot alot..i dare to attack le.. i start to think le.. i start to plan le.. its like .. i always tell myself to plan .. to attack.. but after losing once.. i have the boundary there.. like its like a fear.. something like kong ju gan.. even if i tell myself a thousand times.. my mind and body juz wont do it the way.. i dun think any1 can understand the feeling i have.. hMM .. i guess i have this feeling coz i fell from the top the the bottom.. guess im weak in standing up.. i wasnt like that in the past.. is it coz i fell too much..?.. anyway..i will juz try to stand up again.. if any1 knows wad im talking bout..i somehow break the boundary a little
Thx to wei li.. or else i will screw up the entire trainin.hmm..competition is coming..and the lots we have drawn aint easy..i really have to work hard.. and get myself back..hope i have the time..team..jia you..
Hmm..today..as per normal..had lessons..hahaz..chem lesson was fun..Mr Shanmugam said some funny stuffs.. u dun support Man U ..u get out ! hahahz..well his lesson is fun .. and u wont find it boring..or tiring..hMM..its diff from other teachers.. hope my Chem can improve to the very best with his guidance =)..after tat..have AEP ..chem again !..lOlx..ya..it was cool..and after tat went ta play tt.. and went home to do maths .. and rest lo.. uh huh..den have this Parents Talk in the auditiorium=.=.. my mother told me wan go home le.i told her tat at the cafeteria theres food..but ! . she insist to say that she wants to go home =.=.guess wad...in the end found her at the cafeteria eating=.= .. typical Singaporeans..lOlx.. and came home..yea !.. tml got cca leaders meeting.. or rather Sports Council Meeting^^ .. get to see her..she says i bully her alot =X.. but how to teng her in school.. hahaz.. its kept in my heart de teng.. jux dunno how ta express it out ..everybody tc..and hope she gets wad she wish for..=)) .. jia you in competition ..and of coz .. everything !.. <*3 Thursday
At trainin.. i talk to Wei li.. hmm..coz my confidence is still not back.. ever since I lost once..i continue losing and losing ..i dun have the feel of being confident anymore..i told him bout the confidence i lost .. and all sort of things..
He encouraged me alot and say that if match nervous + angry .. = screw up liao..and Table Tennis is a mind game.. and oso strategy la.. plus.. really really muz attack.. cannot juz defend or be so bei dong.. muz zhu dong abit.. hMM.. after listening .. i still cant really get the feeling back.. when coach ask me ta vs wei li.. hmm.. i know i will definitly lose if im still in the "GAY"/"SISSY" way of playing style..which is = dun attack.. dun give pressure to opponent..give lousy placing to opponent.. and opponent can attack..=.= im gonna die
After losing 1 set.. he told me something he said relax la.. we are trainin for competition..dun too nervous.or else screw up liao..this chnge my entire playing style...this simple sentence..really give me confidence ..alot alot..i dare to attack le.. i start to think le.. i start to plan le.. its like .. i always tell myself to plan .. to attack.. but after losing once.. i have the boundary there.. like its like a fear.. something like kong ju gan.. even if i tell myself a thousand times.. my mind and body juz wont do it the way.. i dun think any1 can understand the feeling i have.. hMM .. i guess i have this feeling coz i fell from the top the the bottom.. guess im weak in standing up.. i wasnt like that in the past.. is it coz i fell too much..?.. anyway..i will juz try to stand up again.. if any1 knows wad im talking bout..i somehow break the boundary a little
Thx to wei li.. or else i will screw up the entire trainin.hmm..competition is coming..and the lots we have drawn aint easy..i really have to work hard.. and get myself back..hope i have the time..team..jia you..
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