Happy 1st Anniversary

Hahaz..yea..still single..like wad she says..hahaz..Its juz been a year since we know each other..its the date..hahaz.. 28th..=)

Today was really happy..hahaz..went Kbox..sang few songs...so qiao..Kbox is having a anniversary..dunno its 4th or 40th..o.o..but well anyway its the same date as we met..hahaz..we extend one more hour of K-lunch..she doesnt likes eating veggies..and yes..she did bully..well..im perfectly fine with dat..lOlx..hahaz...there doesnt have much english songs tat i usually sings..but it was fun too..after tat we went Vivo..she wanted to eat the icecream..but chnged her mind..hahaz..dunno why..it looks real tasty..got chnce i also try try..=))we also went out..took a total of 13 pics of us =))hahaz..really happy..excluding those funny faces she took of me in Kbox la..hahaz..sha gua de she..

After tat something happen..she shld know..but it really doesn't matter..im juz worried..not angry at all..after this incident..i have found that she meant more den i expected in my heart..its almost impossible to not care bout her..coz i can nver fool my own feelings..I do love her alot..worry for her alot..hope shes fine and okay..stays happy and healthy always..

Tml is camp! packed everything..but i dunno if i left out anything or not..hahaz..wahaha..its time ta bully those juniors..and i mean everyone..especially in my station..but also ensure tat they are safe and not hurt..hope after the camp..everybody is better in their teamwork..works good with each other..and they have make more frens..becoz..frens are very important..especially good buddies..
ENJOY THE CAMP AND HOPE EVERYONE IS HAPPY..

Cca Council Camp..

Today went for the meeting for the camp..basically juz planning..Me and Wei Li is one of the station master of Amazing race..I wrote wads our station below..=X..hope nobody sees my blog and know the location..arbo im in trble.. hahaz..no la..not tat serious..but it wont be fun knowing the stations..=)..tats wad i want all of the ppl to have..HAVE FUN...=)

Was quite disappointed that we aren't in the same grp..but well..most importantly is hope all of us have fun..and she muz stay happy..

Im quite Worried bout her..coz her knee isnt tat well now..hope everyting will be fine...and she doesnt hurts in camp..=))

Today get to know all my grp members for the camp..due to some problems..Mr Chan decided to chnge 8 grps to 6 grps..and im the 6th grp.Tweety Bird =).. lolx sounds really weird for a grp name..but hahaz..its definitly fine with me..i mean its cute and small..after planning and knowing the grp members..we learn a mini version of High School Musical's dance..and after tat i went KFC to have my meal with Wei Li and a guy which i cannot mention his name..or he will be in deep trouble..MOVE<--this is his nick..hahaz..after dat dunno why very tired so came home ta sleep..as in "sleep".. couldnt really sleep..juz lie down close eyes..sleep for 1 min..den later wake up again..but im really tired..OMg..but juz cant sleep..such a fine weather =X..raining cold cold de..cant sleep..WHY ?..lOlx.. Uhhuh..Hmm..after tat i called her to tok=)..coz she called me when im so called sleeping..=D..hahaz..and ya..now im here posting..guess iwill call her and tok at night..her throat is dry.. couldnt hear wad she says tat clearly..drink more water!..also good for her health..hahaz..alrite..iwll juz end here..tired typing..tc everyone..


ALERT! Camp Coming In 4 days..

CHnge in grp..o.O COnfidence back..but still need more trainings..

Yeah!..todays news is..theres some amendments in the grpings..according to Arif..I will be grping with(For Sec 3s) Wei Li,Agnes,Hilda and Timothy<-(^^ cool drummer..how i wish i can oso take classes in drum) cool instrument 1 band song cant dun have..to me la..hahaz.. okays..as for the Sec 2s..and 1s..its according to Mr Chan to grp..so i wont know the grping yet..but still the same words..HAVE FUN IN CAMP NO MATTER WHAT =)

Todays training was fine..dint get scolded..but coach still say i need more improvement..today my temperature was slightly warm..maybe im nervous o.O..?..37.5..was giddy during trainin..feel like vomiting..i still drank 2 packet of milk in the morning..wei li was luffing at me..hahaz..most important is i got some of my confidence back..=)

She went out today..o.o..with Yunwei bah?..saw some foolish monkeys dat cant find their banana..dun angry le hor ?..hor ?..cheer up..stay happy =) Smile..

After my trainin..me and Wei Li went Lot 1..we intend to walk walk.. but too sian le..so we played a game..see hu can see most frens there..muz say hi to tat person..and that person really muz know us..basically i lost 4:0 ..=.=..i dint saw any1 i know...lOlx..Wei Li..they are all in the arcade la..Im wearing Sec 3 camp T cant go in ..=P..jkjk..i sure have excuses..alrite..so basically i came home..and tats all..funny day today.. was tired walking..my legs..lOlx..Wei Li..^^U happy with ur New Grp?..^^..wahahahhah.. hohohoho.. Merry Christmas..in 1 month 2 days time..Bye bye..

Dam..wad a bad day i had..

Monday 20th November 2006(Really Sick..Fever..Flu)
I wake up in the morning.. i took my temperature and thought tat im okay..so i went for trainin..when i meet Jonathan..I was feeling a little giddy..but i insist on going training..coz..basically I feel that Im alright..As usual..trainin started..but today..coach brought some P6 from other schools to come join us in our trainin..they gave me headache man..all they do was shout here and there like little imps=.=..couldnt really take it..especially when im so giddy..feel like taking a wok and juz smash them in their head..well as for me..things dint go well this day..i couldn't meet the requirement coach expect me to be..he was disappointed..he was angry..he shouted at me..and ask me to get out..i guess he did not know that im sick..well my personality is like that..i dun really like to explain things..especially at that time i have nth to say..till now im still doubting..did my illness coz this kind of poor performance in trainin..or is it i really deprove..at that moment..I almost went berserk..I fell from the best player in the team to the worst performance player..my hand was trembling when i see his angry face..I was stunned..could any1 know how i felt tat time..when nth is in my head..i juz wanna play well..but I dunno why my head juz couldnt control my hand as swiftly as before..all the honour i have in the team..the well performance all these years..the praises of Coach saying I improve the most..is all gone..at that time i couldnt find myself back..I was juz..brain dead..i already lost my confidence..the Delwin whom is proud of himself in his own Cca..well..i couldnt be proud of other things..my studies?..nope..i wasnt good in this..i tried hard to improve..but..nope..im not outstanding in this area..both my brother is far way better den me..the only thing i can boast in front of my Father..is being the Captain Of my team..which means the only confident thing i had with me in School..is the confidence of myself in my cca..but its gone at that time..when i was told to get out..I was alone thinking..what had happen to me..is my illness really so serious that it can actually influence my performance..?or is it i really deproved?..coz i cant afford to deprove..its gonna be my last yrs competition in 2007..and i hope i give my very best..and not let Coach down..im sorry Coach..i can understand how angry u are now..I wanted to get myself back..so i went back to the place we train when everybody is having their break..coz i know..Coach doesnt wanna see my face..I training the feeling back myself..but it wasn't possible if i do it alone..but i dun have any other choice..so i continued..when i heard the voice of Coach coming from the front door..i hide back..coz i know..if at that time he were to see me..its gonna make him angry again..so i walk quietly and sat down at the back door..at that time i feel so useless..Im really very down..but all those so called frens and juniors of mine..didnt even care about me..not even the ones i expected..only wei li did somehow care..at that time i thought "I dun have any true fren in table tennis..not anymore..they dint even cared if im dead or not..i no longer have that kind of teamates who cares for everyone like brothers..not anymore..at tat time I juz have thIs hope that someone would actually care bout me..but where are they?none of them tok to me..they juz look at my pathetic look and dint give a shiet..does any1 know how i felt at that time.." but after i reach home..i feel better..i dun have that kind of that feeling anymore..its their own will to do wadeva they want..its okay if they dun care..

At night when I talk to her on phone..everyting was fine..i felt much better..im very happy..=)..thx =)coz she cared for me alot..i can feel tat..thx for all the care and concern she has..to me..juz hope that she will stay happy forever=)..smile..im alright now..=)

Fun Day =)..Cca leaders meeting CAmp is coming!

Saturday 18th November 2006(as i dint use com yesterday) Okay.. let me recall what did i do yesterday..cant remember..Oya..
Early in the morning..Jia Feng ask me go school play TT..well the security guard is really annoying..whats wrong with a current sec 4 coming in to sch..it can juz be meeting frens and chatting with them =.=..aFter playing with Him..i found that i have deprove alot..my hand keep on trembling..i oso dunno why..i did not tremble coz of fear..i juz tremble..o.o?..lOlx.i suppose i need to eat more rice..I muz stay healthy..tHeres still alot thIngs I wanna do with the sha gua..=D..especially go Japan with her..=)..well after playing with hIm..we went to Yew Tee mac..
I see loads of CCa leaders..(Current name. CCa Councillors)..i still prefer calling it CCa leader..some of the sec 2s cca leader treat me like monster liddat..look at me in a strange look =.=..did i offend them or sumtin?..lOLx..well im magnanimous..wont blame them for treating me like a monster..maybe i really look like 1..after that we have Cca Leader's Meeting..

Yay! CCA LEADERS CAMP is COMING SOON! yeah..lOlx..my grp (Sec 3 members)is still okay..Wei Li, Aik Hao,Pris,Sarah..(i dunno how to spell pris name..pls pardon me lOlx.. sry ah Kang Yi)..u got to understand why i use purple..INTERNATIONAl Gay Colour..=)..lOlx..jkjk..and pls..wei li..stop acting so gayish..argh..it makes my hair stand..

Well..Really hope to be with the same grp as Candice (Hui Ni)..like last yr liddat..hahaz.. but the chances are slim..dunno i can get to call her PowerPuFF Gal not..=P..hahaz..but well..if we are not in the same grp..hope all of us enjoy the camp=)..and im the facilitator of CCK stadium(amazing race)..sec 1s and 2s..prepare to get hell out of this..it won't be easy at my station..wahahahahz..=.=..i speak like a devil..woohoo hooo hooo hoo..superdaredevil ma..lOlx..^^
At the meeting today..It was fun..we play blow wind blow..my nick..=.=..and the cling cling game..hahaz..but Nb4 and her went ta eat..!..lOlx..=(..dint get to play with her..well well well..Lolx..=P..but she was tired and hungry..=)..most important is her health..so do take good care k?..<*3...yea..the game was fun..but it muz include everyone play..benedict!..u r like running around like a monkey..come on..let other ppl play too..i was trying hard shouting asking hu haven play yet and cling to another person lolx..it will be boring seeing others running man..got to think for them..after that..stayed in sch chat..den they play soccer..Hilda say i anti-social..=.=..i juz dun feeling like letting the ball kick me instead of me kicking the ball..lolx..iwill try next time..muz be socialble ma..after tat went home..and tok to her at night..but it was only awhile..however..im happy enuf..=)..take care everyone! camp camp camp!..

iTs Juz another day

Jia You for O's =)

=============-Wei Peng,Jinguo,Me,Pak lam-==============

This trophy is a mistake..and its a letdown..I miss the days we work hard and strive for a gold trophy..its all ur desires..at this point i want to say sorry..i have let u guys down..its not becoz i lost..its becoz i played real bad..and now looking at my team..i cant help but to sigh..even the sec 2s guys and girls are slacking and fooling arnd..juz hate to see thIs..but i cant do anything..past Captains..im sorry..coz im unable to follow up the good jobs u guys did..and thx for ur teachings..

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yEA.. today as usual..went school..why do we have to be the first batch to take O levels earlier..Sec 3 exams has jUz ended..we oso need some good rest..its getting tiring..but well..juz a few more days..today went school first two period is combined humanities..hahaz...teacher dint believe me dat i have finished all the notes she has given to me..n i said she can have my ears if i dint not fill in any Blanks..well..is it so difficult juz to trust me?..delwin?..sumtimes its funny.. but i feel hurt sumtimes..o.o..hMM..after humanities is EMAths test...yeow !..Sec 4 chapter 1 is easy thOugh..really hope im not careless and get full marks..^^yaHooo !..lOlx.after recess was a torture..i have to attend 4 periods (2 hours) of chinese scriptures.. juz like a monk..hahaz..its chinese lesson..i want My teacher BACK !.. the current teacher is teaching real slow n i find it really meaningless attending the lesson..bUT well..i have promised someone to work hard..dun thINk i will skip lesson thru these days..n prelim is coming next july..geez..really have to work hard..buT im still tired..motivation motivation..hahaz..but i will try hard de..5 As mah..=)..