In the hearts of our mind, we miss it with regret ..

Ok.. i dun wan any1 to console or comfort me after reading this .. not necessary.. ya not at all .. juz feel free to read..
Written ("In the hearts of our mind, we miss it with regret.") in P5.. at the age of 11..i rmb it was pasted on the notice board that time..i was so proud of it..I always remind myself..not to miss out things before I regret.. but this time it does..it happened

17th of June.. as normal.. it was juz a normal day..i thought..and the whole day carried on juz like how it was..and den ..

6.00 am The next day i wake up.. it was already 18th of June..my father told me .. out of 13 messages he got..the 0nly one which is right .. it was sent by my eldest bro.. "Happy Fathers Day".. tat morning i realise..i dint even say this to my father.. i really felt bad.. after all these years of care he has taken of .. to me .. i dint even did my job as a child..how i wish i could turn back time to dat day.. and wish him a Happy Fathers Day...

But this cant be done..time cannot be turn back.. thats why i say..when u do something or u forget to do something .. time wont wait for u .. nothing will .. tats wad it means .. we miss it with regrets ..

On the way to sch in my fathers car.. and of coz .. him driving .. that seems to be the longest and the saddest ride of my life..i dunno why i felt so sad.. i was wondering..on the 17th of June, Fathers Day.. upon the whole day im doing my work and sleeping .. resting...
eating .. .and doin other stuffs.. was he waiting for the few words to come out from my mouth .. "Happy Fathers Day" was he ?.. was he disappointed .. ?.. i dunno ..did i disappoint him ? i felt i have neglected my family.. although they piss me off sometimes .. but they are my close ones.. forever.. who truly loves me i guess.. i love them..

And so the ride continue.. i feel like crying.. but i cant .. im a man now .. a grown up now.. cant possibly cry in front of my father.. tats silly.. and stupid... my mind cant be set until i heard this song .. Qing Tian .. it rested my mind

I open the door when i've reach my school.. i wanted to say the 3 words to him.. but juz couldnt.. coz its not the actual day already.. tat defeats the meaning .. eh ?.. .. i wanted to say Dad (" Fu Qing Jie Kuai le =) ")

Few days back,
i saw the foto when i was young.. i miss the time.. everything wasnt so complicated.. nth was..not even myself.. i realise the older we grow.. the more complicated things are.. and also the ppl around us.. its hard to know wad they are thinkin sometimes..its hard..

but we have to be strong..few years later.. we are going the face the society.. the ugly and pretty reality..what are these small setbacks that we are facing.. compared to the adults now?meaning the future us ?.. its nth.. so kids?.. or maybe some frens of mine.. stop being foolish to be probing about things which are bad now..or some minor problem which u think its killing u now.. its not the end of the world..the ironical part is...its juz the beginning... take care everyone =)

Zoo Outing !

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ZOO !!!!

Okay today..woke up at 7 plus to prepare to go zoo..though i set alarm at 8am but i dun wan to be late again tats why.. hahaz

Prepared some sandwiches with the help of my mother =)

..met Candice and Celest at Cck control station.. an so we walk to to bus stop to take the bus towards the Zoo.. however .. clever me.. hahaz.. I suddenly feel like eating..thus asked if they could go Long John Silver with me for breakfast.. they agreed as it was still early =P

And uh-huh .. they got some secrets which cannot let me know de.. lolx.. nvm ..not important de jiu nvm =)))

And so .. after having Breakfast.. we proceed to another bus-stop...


~After quite some time ...

We have reached Singapore Zoo !


So we enter..and here are some of the photos ive taken =)..

White tigers..

~ What are you looking at ?!..
Nice.. ROAR !~~~
Pygmy Hippo ... super big can

Look at his as* =.= .. LOlx.. the fish likes it =X ewwww !
Warthog... PIG=.=

Venom SNAKE PSSSS~~~
MacDonalds.. wan some happy meal ?.. LOL .. nice boots ! yo manz ..
Ostrich
Its a DAD

Kangaroo .. =D
Catch me if you can ~~~
Fine ... i give up T-T
I forgot whats this .. but cute though =D
BABOON !!!
Scratching or finding fleas from their back .. hahaz shld be..
Guess what is this ?... no .. this is not banna face skull .. this is ELEPHANTS lol
Elephant show.. it was nice and humorous ..hahaz ..~~darling .. honey ..
~~darling .. honey .. lie down ! said the trainer ...
Ok.. all down .. said the trainer ...
~~darling .. honey pls lie down .. lOlx. .. said the trainer ...
RELUCTANT hahaz

Ok.. this thing scare the crap out of me =.= lOl.. it jump towards me for .o.OHi there =)..



Rhino.. pls protect them !.. they are going to extinct .. and itss forever




Horses with black belts.. taekwondo master .. hahazNah its Zebras..

Hi there .. =)... nice pose ..
Giraffe ..

~munch munch .. yum yum
My USS House.. JAGUAR !
This one keeps walking around ..its hard to capture it argh
Well this is the lazy one =P .. jkjk
My USS House.. JAGUAR !
Cann and Celest .. LOL .. they look errrrr. NVM .. =D
Squir? i dunno =XX .. so sry .. too tired walking to notice wad is it..

Hey its MIB here .. Monkey in Black.. =P .. im juz crapping ... i dun even know if its a monkey
Yo Whats up .. ~
Look at his nose OMG .. its long de lo ..
CANDICE !.. what are you doing there !!.. come give me some nice post =PPP LOL

This fella =.= .. LOL.. nice tummy nice hair .. =)
And after that they came my house ta play monopoly .. ok .. no pictures for that .. =P.. u guys shld know whos the winner eh ???? ..=P>. obviously the smartest one .. LOL ..


|l WiNd l|... basically i had a good day ..really..thx .. these few days have been facing DNT, DNT , DNT .. wah .. and going out with frens is like.. wonderful .. happy jiu hao =)) .. .. hahaz.. thx the two of them =)))) .. lets go out some other time kk?.. it will be fun .. =) ok .. i shall stop here .. tml still have to go back sch for DNT .. bye !~~~ zoo Zoo ZOo ZOO !!