Perplex Kiddo

1st June Pei Xun's Birthday

Happy Birthday Pei Xun =D.. haven been hearing from you since .. like.. very long ago.. how are you?dun isolate yourself k?you really do have alot of caring friends there for you..Liwen, Annie, Wan Ying.. alot alot alot..hope you are living well now..any problems.. can go find them de.. they are your true frens..do tc my friend..

31st May..It's Jinguo/Liwen's Grandma's Birthday..lol..

Happy Birthday Jinguo!
wahahahaha..Jinguo..You must be super HIGH Rite?18 le leh.. next is like .. waiting to be 21 la.. and a true man is gonna be born!..LOL.sounds like you are a small boy.. haha .. well IM 17=.= that makes me a baby i guess.. Hope you had a fun day..=)..take gd care bro^^

Happy Birthday Liwen's Ah ma!
Ah ma!You lao le.. must tc..LOL..ive nver even met her b4..but yeah .. do tc=)

30th May..Renjies/Liwen Birthday

Happy Birthday RenJie! Happy Birthday Liwen!
Went to crash SP with Jia xin, Ren Jie, Nelson and Lee Feng..lawl..intially the plan was to chill abit den go crash wei li's lecture.but they just complained that it was really bored and nth to do.and its like super hot..hahaha..

Saw Si Hao on our way out.. yeah..lol long time dint see him..he seem to chnge a lil bit^^

After that..went to Jurong Point to watch Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian.. ^^ nt bad..the show quite nice..but JiaXin watch b4 alrdy=.=..den she say nvm.wanna watch again..zhen de ma?hahaha.nvm.tics is on me..to thank you for watching it with us again..^^
Before we went ta watch the movie..we were chilling at mac.. ya..lol..=.=

and so .. after watching the movie..we went ta Rjs Hse^^

Had some food there and such..lol..saw alot of sec sch frens^^our clique de..not bad eh..heres a chnce to get back to each other.. BUT ARGH.. im sick..=.=

After awhile.. we went out to play CHOP CHILLI CHOP..Ji Niu Nai.. haha ..JJ's Special.. LOL..now its like gonna be spread man.. lol..

and they played mahjong and stuffs.. haha..

Here are the photos taken at RenJie's house^^Dam funny.. just look at those noobs with differect expressions.. LOL..

Now Qing He, RenJie, Nelson is in my house^^and we realise something..Rick's Girlfriends expression is like same thruout la?BIANG EH..LOL..

PS: Jing Just look dam funny and coz she look super noob..lol..

Normal Shot =D with big smiles.. lawl
Sad Face.. YOU TELL ME.. open mouth big big and smile = SAD AH.. wah .. lol.. they have never been sad before.. LOL imba! and look at Rick.. He's like having orgasm liddat..(Qing He said this)LOL
Act Proud face.. LOOK at Jia Xin.. she dun look a least proud to me man ..LOL..and Rick's Gf..LOL OMG ..no diff from 1st photo..Chun Youg Looks like monkey la.. Nelson is posing like Bird Thong Chai ..LOL
This is like we saw something lol.. wheres all your creativity man..when u see something is that really how you look ?LOL..lollol.
All of them in this picture mean something to me.. they are my really true friends.. without them..I don't think I can be who I am now..

Happy Birthday Liwen... Ps .. really felt very sick..and super sry..you know la hor?^^hope you had a fun day.. and DO TC.. pls.. =.= like ever forget you this hao peng you ..and lao peng you..lol..take gd care!!

Thanks Nelson For bringing the panadol for me..If not...I might most probably be lying on bed like hell..thx buddy..I know you care and you are there for me..

Thanks Jia Xin for walking me home..I know this sounds gay..but..lol..she really did..thx..and when I took the lift to my house.. I ponder over something..for very long..and theres just a strong feeling that I shld at least acc you back to where I cld go.. and so I ran back.. I know its dam silly.. but I dunno why .. i chose to do that.. and even if i were to make a decision now.. i'll still do the same thing..

Just the right time.. when I accompanied her to the LRT.. I saw RenJie.. he sat down there.. and so we talk bout somethings..well .. hope things will turn out better..

Thanks everyone for giving me such a gd day.. lol.. sounds like MY birthday.. but it was really a very fun day.. it could have been better..but i was sick.. and sry that ive let you felt so awkward

The whole day was quite okay..coz i got flu and feel really bad.. if not .. it wld really be alot more fun=D

24th May..Jing's Birthday ^^

Happy Birthday Sis! LOL..

Cuization..lol..On that day.I dunno why I'm so freaking tired..but just tired..well.haha.lucky I woke up at that instant..5 plus I rmb.if not gonna just sleep all the way..lol.


Look at her 'DUH' face.. lol.. so dam funny hahaha.. jing.. sometimes..how i wish you are my real sis.. den..everything will be so nice..haha..den I'll have a lot of guys wooing my sis ^^xD
LOL.the beanie at the poohs head.LOLLOL.our pooh de head too big..cannot put.aww..eh.I miss that bear la..its been in my house for around 2 weeks b4 i gave it to Jing..
Had a really long and gd talk with Ren Jie, Chun Yong, Jing and her friends.. Sry that

Jing: You are really a gd girl..and from the chalet..I can see that you have a very happy family..and leading a happy life..with parents whom really love you alot..and all the gd frens there for you..must cherish this k?

Things happening these days..
Very Long dint blog le..coz really no time.. but I got some pictures to see ^^ and it reminds me of some of the things happening these days..

There are some very silly things that i've done..hohoho.
Ok.wait pardon me..i cant really think back too much.having a headache and flu..

k..I rmb..went out with Jia Xin to BPP to study^^ and I saw this note written long long time ago by yi jie..

Ive no idea why she kept it in her wallet..=.= LOL.. this is like argh!xD
Tiko Here.. yeah .of coz im the tiko..due to the game wahahaha..and so..
I wrote one for her also..lol.guess its most probably in the trash now?haha.Poledancer..she always mention.. "its RETIRED"..ahaha.and her expression is like, one more word from me and im gonna lose my father's day anything..but i continued=P
Wanted to take a secret shot of her..but I always fail..as USUAL..lol.so ai mei de girl will actually dodge the camera..
While I was studying.. dam bored..lol.. SO i use the GC to plot a out a picture =P..lol
Check this out.. does this remind you guys of any foto??

Hahaha.. Yeah this is it..lol.my younger bro says its retarded..=.=.=.= Alil.=P but who cares..

Girl.. you know.. sometimes I just wonder.. have I actually made the right decision..is it even right telling you how i felt bout u..was tat the rite time?are you really happy now?am i the one?and can i really give you happiness?Did I really treat you well?ni zhen de kai xin ma?

Just in the middle of nowhere .. I feel that.. we were really happy in the past.. =))..hen kai xin de ri zi..

I feel that I'm really selfish sometimes.. and if I had a 2nd chnce.. I'll chnge all these.. I just want my love ones to be happy.. but I seem to be hurting them when I'm trying to protect them and at the same time .. being selfish.. what a loser ? right?

Sometimes I just wonder.. If i just kept it to myself from the start.. will you be happier?
你真得开心吗？如果我离开你。。你会更快乐吗？对不起。。我很自私。。Don't know why.. I just feel that I'm Really Selfish..

I really hate myself .. for being so ugly at times.. it was till yst night den I realise.. or.. in fact.. I dint really realise anything at all ba?

I had a really very very long walk home yesterday night..after talking to rj..and i really realise alot of things.. alot of things also charge in my mind.. alot of questions..with no answers.. and if I were to find out the ans.. i might hurt my friends around..

I really dunno what is right anymore..you shi.. wo zhen de hen luan.. I dunno how to be a gd guy..a gd fren..

I really have alot alot to type it out here.. but guess.. forget it ba..im freaking tired alrdy..

Have a nice day.. Till then.. Darkness falls..

=D

K.O. Night!
Its a dance competition(battle)

Went Scape with Jia Xin to support Kah Sing and his partner for the battle of the dances^^way cool man..

And congrats! Kah Sing's Grp won the battle for the night!

There are several categories like hip hop, locking, Bboying, and popping.. super nice..but I think that if some dances put a soul, as in a story or some sort of thing in the dance.. maybe not juz one but a few.. the style will be there and the judges will be able to see the wow point.. not just really focusing on only the techniques but the style.. this might enhance the dance ^^ to me la=) freestyle is cool though..

Before that we were roaming around Cine and Liwen saw me =.= diao diao diao diao .. lol.. she said.. Mr Koh.. i saw you with ur.. ahem ahem.. or something.. LOL. super funny=.=

And after the battle, Jia Xin and me went ta walk walk.. wahh..i bet shes super tired..but..we juz continued walking.. den after that went ta LRT.. she saw her sec sch fren and immediately .. i feel like a ball being kick away sia! ..dam funny..

Its like at that instance.. "XIU ~~!!! LOL .. kicked away.. goal !!!" basket.. lol..

but well.. haha .. xi guan le la ! im totally not angry or wadsoever dun say sry ah .. but i find it dam amusing.. LOL

and.. really thx for .. 'acc me home' LOL LOL LOL.. wah biang eh .. poledancer ! still rmb wad ur fren say =X..LOL.. omg..eh i really dam ps eh.. if can.. next time .. i wan ' acc you home ' if not its like super wrong.. and .. really thx for accompanying me throughout the night.. hope you had a good sleep.. tc girl ^^

Kah Sing and His Partner


And..I suppose these are his friends.haha
other contestants ^^
This pic is dam cool..like juz nice pose liddat..lol

Class Outing!
Wahaha..before class outing.. Sports Day was nice but it was dam tiring.. and Jeremy do tc.. if not later get heat stroke=.=..all the best for the upcoming line camp^^
Congrats BIKILA for getting Champion
Rono for getting 2nd
Bannister for getting 3rd
Owens for getting 4th

KELMAN was lol.. dam funny .. hahahha nice 1 though =P

Well .. i shall not tok bout the unhappy things.. coz im in a super happy and gd mood =D..haha..well.. econs presentation was abit screwed up..coz we dint really complete the slides.. but we present it nicely.. all of us at least have some background knowledge on the topic.. esp Chao Hong.. He said all i wanted to say and wads on my mind.. hes really impressive and an excellent speaker..

After Econs lesson!.. WE went to have a FEAST @ SAKURA!!

Shiok shiok.. juz look at the amount of food.. holy moley !lol.. coz its closing at 3.. and we reach at 2.30 .. so basically we only have 1/2 and hr to take the food.. so we CHIONG AH !


As YOu can see.. we dint care bout image le(esp me)I jus use my hand to eat sushi and all those which can use hand de..

Left from the front : Bervyn, 003, Guang Jie
Right fromt the front: Edwin, Chee Ming Chew Beng
The girls oso bu fang guo.. eh .. pls .. dun grow fatter ah.. our class average girls mass very high le =PPP LOL JK JK .. come sakura dun eat = ben dan sia!

Noel, Brenda, Hui Min
*others more gian peng.. taking more food ..LOL
Tripitaka Xuan Zhang(Chao Hong)
Niu Mo Wang(Sheng Da)
Zhu Ba Jie(Kendrik)
Sha Wu Jing(Christopher)
And of coz.. me (Sun Wu Kong) taking the photo..LOL.. TOTALLY WTH!
Okay.. this is a super unglam photo of me..mouth wide open .. eating the choco donut..basket.. its DAM NICE.. serious .. its dam nice.. wah.. shiok^^
After that went ta watch Ironman with my class.. some left coz they too busy .. lol.. so
Me, Chao Hong, Brenda, Sheng Da,Christopher, Kendrik, Jocelyn, Hui Min, Li Ying and Guan Kim went ta watch^^ wahhahaa.. its really dam nice.. but muz watch at the theaters den nice^^

But awww.. dint get to see the panda!..=P..hahhaa..heard from her that she put the two stripes with paint at her face.. lol.. muz be super funny ..=P..
well.. so yea.. had a very fun day!!!

Talentime~
Okay.its been really really long since i post ..lol
Talentime 2008..
Woo! That night was totally awesome(besides the fact that i was having a flu.=.= sian diao..couldnt open eyes..)


First we had our Family 1 dance outside..Prelude^^
I invited Wei Li, Chun Yong, Qing He, Clement, Ren Jie and Jing ..but sis couldnt make it coz she need ta go genting..ah well.lol. nice PSZ..lol
As for others..it was very very last min dat we know theres still extra tickets..and I was busy with stuffs and dunno who to invite.. so if i dint invite you* when u read this..im so sry.lol.next year next year^^

Jowell won the first in the Mandarin Solo Category!*claps claps..

He's really awesome.. really..his standard is really zai alrdy.. if got professional teacher for him.. he can go be singapore idol or superstar le ^^im serious..

really congrats.. basket..still rmb we went ta Kbox.haha.and 'train' together..there dun have tian tian xiang ni..ROAR..basket..I only went into into the semi finals..den get kick out le..T.T..so sad..at least i tried =X

haha.and also congrats all my frens who went into finals.. Crank, Holy Moley.. and the special guests who perform, Yi Hao, Jerald.. ^^ nice voice .. totally well done..

Well.. as for me..I better stay in the bathroom and sing..LOL.. super pai seh alrdy.. dun think im gonna participate in this anymore=.=

Roar.. we dint really take pictures as ive to acc my sec sch friends(like ask them of coz muz acc them.. cannot ps rite) haha.. but yeah.. thx to Jia Long.. this is the super nice photo I like which we have taken that night ^^

Jia Xin and Me.. eh wait.. I really super white sia.. OG9 .. lets find 1 day go sento pls pls pls.. i wan suntan..

P.S. I Love this photo =P
After that the whole thing.. I went out with wei li they all to makan sutra.. wah basket.. walk dam far dam far.. coz alot ppl queuing for bus.. so.. we decided to exercise ^^

And so.. we went ta Lot 1 mac.. but somehow the aircon there got something wrong.. so we 'take away' and went ta Xue Yi's house... jia lat.. it was her bday tat day.. orhor! .lol.. qh and wei li dun even know.. shes ur singer for CHRIST SAKE .. ok .. i mean .. for her sake .. =.=

haha.. saw she tqi on the way.. well .. shes not like herself.. dunno what happen..but at least she dint crap stuffs like usual.. but .. juz not right.. i guess she go xin shi but dun wanna tell us.. eh.. do tc if u see this.. smile^^

After eating.. errr.. sent poledancer home=X..coz its very late le..and im really worried that something will happen to her.. so ya..lol..that night was dam nice...and its ok la(for those who knows what happen)I'll just take it as an exercise.. although its a very chor 1 =PLOL.jkjk.its really fine.. =)))even if i know that will happen.. i'll still choose to pei her..

and its not the end.. after that.. Qing He and Ren Jie came my house?.. and DUH !? DOTA TIME!hahaha..had lots of fun that day^^ dam shiok.. I was like ...' Yi jie.. imagine every weekend can like that.. meet out sec sch frens' .. dam fun la.. and everybody dress nice nice.. woo..lol..^^ not bad.. dam nice

Once again.. congrats to everybody and thx my F1 leaders participating in the dance.. supporting me..and always be there for me.. thx ! Tc every one !

As You wish

You guys want me to blog right? here it comes..

alright.. you guys wanna know how I feel these few days?.. let me juz tell u.. i cant breathe.. i cant.. i juz cant..

The WHYs?
Theres just alot of WHY in my mind now.. like why ..
Why..do i always care so much..why does it matters so much?Why cant i juz take it lightly?why does everything juz seem so much to me..
Why is it when i try to care and i nver get an answer?Why am i always giving the answer?Why am I always questioned about the answer?
Why am i always guessing on whats going ta happen next?Why is it me who always try to cherish and not the other way round?Why can't i feel cherished even if i might be?do they treat me as robots?
Why do i feel even worst when i see my love ones hurt?Why do they not feel that I'm with them?although i dunno wtf to say?like wtf am i suppose to say .. OH .. u are not feeling well.. tell me your problems..and the person juz keeps quiet.. so wtf am i suppose to do?why tf cant i juz f not care bout all this f things..
Why do ppl always tell me not to keep things in my heart..and juz voice it out to them.. but on the other hand they juz keep it in their heart... why cant they voice it out to me too?which i really hope so?
Why is there a difference?Why is there a boundary?
Why am I always the one to know whats happening..Why am I always the one not knowing whats next?Why am I always the minority?
Why do I always feel the best in me and then the worst in juz split seconds?
Why am I always not appreciated?Why does everyone always put themselves first rather den me?Why do i always put others in front of me?Why am i trying so hard to be a gd guy?Why can't I juz turn rotten and juz f care bout it?Why am I such a wimp?
Why is my hope always end with disappointment?
Why do I always tear?Why do ppl dun understand why I would be like this?Why does everyone take tears so lightly?Why don't they understand its not juz tears but pierce in the heart?
Why am I nver concerned? Why am I always not trusted by the ones I love?Why am I always hurt?And no one seems to care?no one seems to know?no one seems to try to understand.Am i too sensitive?Am i so invulnerable to you guys?
WHY whenever i TRY to take a step forward... all the ppl I care and I love would juz take billions of step back..or juz stop me from trying to take a step forward?which makes it impossible to reach you guys?Its juz like a baby trying to learn how ta walk.. and you juz push him/her.. and force him to stop trying ... why... Why cant I EVER ever ?! be trusted when im trying to say the truth or im being at that moment the most sincere? Why do I always love care someone so deeply.. it cuts?Why am i always so one sided?

Freaking too many why.. and sry that ive wasted your time reading.. but if you care?does this make sense ta you? If it doesnt .. fine..

wo hao lei... zhen de hen lei ..
Shld i be what I'm like like a loner in sec2?shld i shut my door and not let anyone enter?so taht i wont see the ugly part of the world?even if i might miss out the beautiful things.but at least im nver hurt..is this possible?I .. Dont .. Know....