Disheartened
Disheartened
09Ogl Prep Camp..
I really wanna thank all the teachers esp Mr Leow, the councils and all the Ogls.. and of course our principal Mr Koh..thank you..
First Day was as usual.. we had Ice breaker Games, to get to know each other more.. we had games.. we had alot alot of fun.. and of course, JJs special, wet games.. I was sick.. but i was thinking its the only chance we can get together like this.. wads my illness compared to the time we have?.. and so i went for the wet games.. but after the wet games my temperature went really high.. couldn't join them for the run.. i would if i could.. but i was feeling really giddy.. sry guys..and of course the night games.. we had haunted house.. this years haunted house is one of the most scary shit i ever experience.. I rmb there was 1 station tat we have to go into a completely dark toilet alone.. not even a glimpse of light.. just black.. and we had to find "Eyeballs".. which is balls.. but with seriously disgusting floor... wah i tell u.. ball shrink ah.. for guys la.. becoz girls can go in pairs.. maybe girls something else shrink la huh.. i dunno.. coz im not a girl.. and then i rmb.. for the girls station Rachel was the gamemaster and she just stood inside alone.. waiting for ppl to come.. with white pale face and bloody scars around her face.. i mean.. wtf.. i really take my hat off her.. seriously.. as a guy.. i believe very few dare to do this.. imagine u wait inside the toilet alone?.. completely DARK.. completely.. with a mirror and urself acting as a ghost.. ? i tell u if i were the one.. i wld probably be a real ghost now alrdy.. scare to the crap..
2nd day.. we had a long march around the school united as one.. cheering one another.. we had our barang barang with us.. heavy yes.. but.. it was nth to us.. and so we moved on.. we sang, we cheered, we climb over walls and slope in the school when we return.. we had fun =) Afternoon we had wet games again.. and i was like oh shit.. im short of 1 boxer.. it was really fun.. we had some games whereby we have to hook ourselves together to play soccer.. lol and of coz some other very cool games la ah.. cannot say too much.. and at night we had Campfire and BBQ at the netball court.. it was a very last minute kind of decision.. it was only thought at the very first day.. but where on earth are we gonna get the money from?.. Thanks to Mr Leow.. we have it.. but his pocket had a very very small hole luh.. and I wanna thank Jerome for the idea of having campfire.. it was really great.. we sang, we cheered, we enjoyed.. we smile from our heart.. everyone was looking at one another.. it was a different kind of feeling alrdy.. at first we all thought we are gonna go true the same old thing.. same shits.. but no.. it was amazing.. the disco light.. the portable stage light which was brought.. the decorations.. seniors coming back.. teachers mingling around with us.. it was amazing.. and special thanks to the uniform group ppl whom help to soak the wood with the fuels.. setting up..
You know wads the most amazing thing?.. its everything went out.. smoothly.. okay.. maybe not.. but it appeared very smoothly.. i heard tat for campfire we need to rehearse alot of times to make it a perfect one.. but we had one without rehearsing.. they tied a metal wire connected up.. and they drop a fire ball to the wood.. as a opening ceremony.. guess what.. the ball went smoothly.. yes u might say duh?.. if not den?.. but if u did campfire b4 u will know that the angle of the elevation, the weight of the ball, the stucking of the fireball halfway.. or the dropping of the fireball half way might happen?.. but we do not know.. we just take it for granted tat everything will confirm go on smoothly.. you know how much How Sun had panic?.. he was the IC of the campfire.. and he was seriously stress tat such things might happen.. i mean it will just dampened the whole mood rite?.. but we don't know.. we just take it for granted tat whatever is there its there.. whatever is gonna happen it will happen.. we dun have to care..
I was really pissed with ppl whom sign up for OGLs and dint turn up and dint even inform anyone..then in the first place why sign up?..
Thats the reason.. we take too much things for granted.. the OGL shirt tat is given, all the camps and the food we have..all the games setted up..some of the camps we have are even free?.. free.. worst come to worst.. $20..but is it alot.. not to most of us.. maybe to the students whom have Financial Problems.. all the banners all the boards, the hardwork of the teachers and Councils.. we assume that whatever is there IS there.. and OH.. so.. "its camp la.. go den go .. dun go nvm one la.." But have we ever thought of the consequences or the things tat might cause to our friends?.. Do you know just because of the immature and the irresponsibility of the ppl whom didn't turn up for the camp.. we have to :
Throw away 50 packets of food..We tried to gave ppl but very few strangers wld actually accept food from strangers rite?.. imagine u were outside.. and ppl just give u a packet of food.. wld u dare to eat?.. we will be like.. siao ah.. later poison me how.. so in the end we gave some to the construction workers.. and the others turn bad as it is styrofoam box rice.. after awhile the food will turn bad.. and inedible.. so we had to throw it away..
Change last minute for games..
For Orientation.. due to lack of ppl.. we have to take 10 campers per OGL.. thats like 2OGLS : 20 Campers in an OG.. but wad if the 1 in the 2 is a games or food attach?.. den isnt it 1 : 20.. can you imagine.. i mean how on earth?..we couldn't.. but i guess now we can..
I'm not blaming.. I'm Not... im just Sour Hearted.. can you imagine.. how much time have the Teachers and Councils Sacrifice for US just to make us prepare for something we want to do?During the camp.. NON of the councils or Teachers whine bout this.. but IM just speaking up for them.. Yes rite?.. to sign up as an OGL means we wanna lead the campers and bring them in to the college and bond them rite?.. isnt it?
I'm not saying the ppl whom have their reasons .. like Christopher.. Hes a VERY good OGL.. a very good leader.. but his parents doesnt like him to do this.. but he likes it alot.. i can see the passion in him.. but he can't do as hes just trying to be filial.. to concentrate more on his studies.. and the thing is he didnt even sign up for it.. and for those ppl whom have medical conditions like you are suddenly sick.. fine..
But to those ppl whose reasons are..
"Orh.. my fren say sian leh.. he dun wan come.. den i follow dun wan come oso lo"
"Oh i got chalet.. i rather go enjoy then to have shits.. "
"Oh i need to work.. Can't take leave"
I mean do you really need to work?unless you really need the money.. like to support yourself and your family..but do you really need the money or not?.. do you really need it or u just need extra cash to shop.. buy the things you like..? I mean this is seriously FUCK UP right?.. pisses me off..
And in the first place.. we had our camp scheduled.. even before the holiday.. everyone was told.. that the camp is 8th 9th and 10th.. if we really want to work.. we shldnt even sign up for the camp?..and if we sign up for the camp.. we shld just make ourselves free.. i mean we are 17th years old.. and we can't even Fucking think like an adult?..so when are we going to be more responsible more mature?.. when are we gonna grow and start to think bout others and not just ourselves?..
But I really can't blame anyone.. if theres to blame..we might probably to blame the teachers..? whom make too many camps.. and gave too many chances.. which make ppl really take things for granted.. maybe we shld blame OURSELVES..? especially the O2 OGLS.. for doing such a bad job.. that we can't even teach the responsibility in ppl.. some of the ppl whom back out are my O2 OGLs when I was Family Head.. you know how sad I was..?.. i think i really failed you know.. i really failed as a Family Head.. they are great OGLs..they lead, they cheer.. they are experienced.. but probably just not tat much selfless.. It will never end if we point fingers to others..
its really disheartening.. to the max..
I just hope we could cherish everything more.. treating everyday as a last day we have.. to see more on the other side rather den just ourselves..
09Ogl Prep Camp..
I really wanna thank all the teachers esp Mr Leow, the councils and all the Ogls.. and of course our principal Mr Koh..thank you..
First Day was as usual.. we had Ice breaker Games, to get to know each other more.. we had games.. we had alot alot of fun.. and of course, JJs special, wet games.. I was sick.. but i was thinking its the only chance we can get together like this.. wads my illness compared to the time we have?.. and so i went for the wet games.. but after the wet games my temperature went really high.. couldn't join them for the run.. i would if i could.. but i was feeling really giddy.. sry guys..and of course the night games.. we had haunted house.. this years haunted house is one of the most scary shit i ever experience.. I rmb there was 1 station tat we have to go into a completely dark toilet alone.. not even a glimpse of light.. just black.. and we had to find "Eyeballs".. which is balls.. but with seriously disgusting floor... wah i tell u.. ball shrink ah.. for guys la.. becoz girls can go in pairs.. maybe girls something else shrink la huh.. i dunno.. coz im not a girl.. and then i rmb.. for the girls station Rachel was the gamemaster and she just stood inside alone.. waiting for ppl to come.. with white pale face and bloody scars around her face.. i mean.. wtf.. i really take my hat off her.. seriously.. as a guy.. i believe very few dare to do this.. imagine u wait inside the toilet alone?.. completely DARK.. completely.. with a mirror and urself acting as a ghost.. ? i tell u if i were the one.. i wld probably be a real ghost now alrdy.. scare to the crap..
2nd day.. we had a long march around the school united as one.. cheering one another.. we had our barang barang with us.. heavy yes.. but.. it was nth to us.. and so we moved on.. we sang, we cheered, we climb over walls and slope in the school when we return.. we had fun =) Afternoon we had wet games again.. and i was like oh shit.. im short of 1 boxer.. it was really fun.. we had some games whereby we have to hook ourselves together to play soccer.. lol and of coz some other very cool games la ah.. cannot say too much.. and at night we had Campfire and BBQ at the netball court.. it was a very last minute kind of decision.. it was only thought at the very first day.. but where on earth are we gonna get the money from?.. Thanks to Mr Leow.. we have it.. but his pocket had a very very small hole luh.. and I wanna thank Jerome for the idea of having campfire.. it was really great.. we sang, we cheered, we enjoyed.. we smile from our heart.. everyone was looking at one another.. it was a different kind of feeling alrdy.. at first we all thought we are gonna go true the same old thing.. same shits.. but no.. it was amazing.. the disco light.. the portable stage light which was brought.. the decorations.. seniors coming back.. teachers mingling around with us.. it was amazing.. and special thanks to the uniform group ppl whom help to soak the wood with the fuels.. setting up..
You know wads the most amazing thing?.. its everything went out.. smoothly.. okay.. maybe not.. but it appeared very smoothly.. i heard tat for campfire we need to rehearse alot of times to make it a perfect one.. but we had one without rehearsing.. they tied a metal wire connected up.. and they drop a fire ball to the wood.. as a opening ceremony.. guess what.. the ball went smoothly.. yes u might say duh?.. if not den?.. but if u did campfire b4 u will know that the angle of the elevation, the weight of the ball, the stucking of the fireball halfway.. or the dropping of the fireball half way might happen?.. but we do not know.. we just take it for granted tat everything will confirm go on smoothly.. you know how much How Sun had panic?.. he was the IC of the campfire.. and he was seriously stress tat such things might happen.. i mean it will just dampened the whole mood rite?.. but we don't know.. we just take it for granted tat whatever is there its there.. whatever is gonna happen it will happen.. we dun have to care..
I was really pissed with ppl whom sign up for OGLs and dint turn up and dint even inform anyone..then in the first place why sign up?..
Thats the reason.. we take too much things for granted.. the OGL shirt tat is given, all the camps and the food we have..all the games setted up..some of the camps we have are even free?.. free.. worst come to worst.. $20..but is it alot.. not to most of us.. maybe to the students whom have Financial Problems.. all the banners all the boards, the hardwork of the teachers and Councils.. we assume that whatever is there IS there.. and OH.. so.. "its camp la.. go den go .. dun go nvm one la.." But have we ever thought of the consequences or the things tat might cause to our friends?.. Do you know just because of the immature and the irresponsibility of the ppl whom didn't turn up for the camp.. we have to :
Throw away 50 packets of food..We tried to gave ppl but very few strangers wld actually accept food from strangers rite?.. imagine u were outside.. and ppl just give u a packet of food.. wld u dare to eat?.. we will be like.. siao ah.. later poison me how.. so in the end we gave some to the construction workers.. and the others turn bad as it is styrofoam box rice.. after awhile the food will turn bad.. and inedible.. so we had to throw it away..
Change last minute for games..
For Orientation.. due to lack of ppl.. we have to take 10 campers per OGL.. thats like 2OGLS : 20 Campers in an OG.. but wad if the 1 in the 2 is a games or food attach?.. den isnt it 1 : 20.. can you imagine.. i mean how on earth?..we couldn't.. but i guess now we can..
I'm not blaming.. I'm Not... im just Sour Hearted.. can you imagine.. how much time have the Teachers and Councils Sacrifice for US just to make us prepare for something we want to do?During the camp.. NON of the councils or Teachers whine bout this.. but IM just speaking up for them.. Yes rite?.. to sign up as an OGL means we wanna lead the campers and bring them in to the college and bond them rite?.. isnt it?
I'm not saying the ppl whom have their reasons .. like Christopher.. Hes a VERY good OGL.. a very good leader.. but his parents doesnt like him to do this.. but he likes it alot.. i can see the passion in him.. but he can't do as hes just trying to be filial.. to concentrate more on his studies.. and the thing is he didnt even sign up for it.. and for those ppl whom have medical conditions like you are suddenly sick.. fine..
But to those ppl whose reasons are..
"Orh.. my fren say sian leh.. he dun wan come.. den i follow dun wan come oso lo"
"Oh i got chalet.. i rather go enjoy then to have shits.. "
"Oh i need to work.. Can't take leave"
I mean do you really need to work?unless you really need the money.. like to support yourself and your family..but do you really need the money or not?.. do you really need it or u just need extra cash to shop.. buy the things you like..? I mean this is seriously FUCK UP right?.. pisses me off..
And in the first place.. we had our camp scheduled.. even before the holiday.. everyone was told.. that the camp is 8th 9th and 10th.. if we really want to work.. we shldnt even sign up for the camp?..and if we sign up for the camp.. we shld just make ourselves free.. i mean we are 17th years old.. and we can't even Fucking think like an adult?..so when are we going to be more responsible more mature?.. when are we gonna grow and start to think bout others and not just ourselves?..
But I really can't blame anyone.. if theres to blame..we might probably to blame the teachers..? whom make too many camps.. and gave too many chances.. which make ppl really take things for granted.. maybe we shld blame OURSELVES..? especially the O2 OGLS.. for doing such a bad job.. that we can't even teach the responsibility in ppl.. some of the ppl whom back out are my O2 OGLs when I was Family Head.. you know how sad I was..?.. i think i really failed you know.. i really failed as a Family Head.. they are great OGLs..they lead, they cheer.. they are experienced.. but probably just not tat much selfless.. It will never end if we point fingers to others..
its really disheartening.. to the max..
I just hope we could cherish everything more.. treating everyday as a last day we have.. to see more on the other side rather den just ourselves..
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