same Weekend

Sunday

Today..she woke me up in the morning.. actually im like half asleep half awake..maybe i got use to waiting for her call =D hei heix..lOLx.. and ya she called me ..=))..we played games at msn and chat ..it was real sweet =)) hahaz..and my bro keep asking me ta do the balancing equation of Acids and Carbonates ^^ .. hei heix.. i still rmber how ta do eh ^^

Os ..wahahhahaz.. hope i can do really well in it..5As..any 1 believe tat i can do it o.O .. lOlx. anyway..juz try my best lo.. we are going out next week =))).. ta eat hahaz..and at the end of the day I will tell her wad i decide..no matter wad i choose.. I still love her and will wait for her.. till they day we can stead.. not say 2 years.. 5 years.. 10 years oso nvm =))).. but of coz i will hope tat its as soon as possible =D..LOlx.. <*3.. hope she stays happy ..and the day we go out will be really really sweet ..HMM okays.. Sunday haven end yet.. hahaz.. i might come back and repost.. now i go study my Test for tml le =))) .stay happy..and jia you.. win them on Thursday =DDD..most important is take care .. dun get injured.. =)) ..loves *mobizi

Saturday

HmM..today had cca councils camp.. got the new shirt .. a new design ^^ is cool..besides the zip part..its rather prickly at the neck part....hei hei..but i use cutter to cut the sharp parts ^^after Os i want come back for the camp can ?.. hope im welcome..LOlx.. today played Murderer and soccer.. wah kao.. so many open goals..den 1 go in nia.. ARGH.. lOlx.. im a football idiot..and uh huh..btw i dint really play murderer.. i tot them how ta play..and i be the one tapping their heads..its funny sia.hahahz..Wei Li and Darina is the murderer..den Kang Yi and Xue Yi is the police..but both oso caught by Kang Yi nia.. Xue Yi is juz beside Wei Li..but nver kena caught=.=. lOLx..hahahz..juz rmber this..and after tat..saw her having trainin..hMM..if can pei her go somewhere jiu hao.. but we dun have the time..

Came back home and we chat on msn..its been a long time we chat till so sweet le .. hMM..=)) at night we tok on fone.. =))) .. i feel tat all the worries are no longer there.. and i feel tat i miss her so much .. and i know.. the more i love her .. the more i muz decide wad is right.. i hope shes with me no matter wad decision i make.. <*3 =)) *hugs

Competition coming soon.

Friday

Hmm..today..as per normal..had lessons..hahaz..chem lesson was fun..Mr Shanmugam said some funny stuffs.. u dun support Man U ..u get out ! hahahz..well his lesson is fun .. and u wont find it boring..or tiring..hMM..its diff from other teachers.. hope my Chem can improve to the very best with his guidance =)..after tat..have AEP ..chem again !..lOlx..ya..it was cool..and after tat went ta play tt.. and went home to do maths .. and rest lo.. uh huh..den have this Parents Talk in the auditiorium=.=.. my mother told me wan go home le.i told her tat at the cafeteria theres food..but ! . she insist to say that she wants to go home =.=.guess wad...in the end found her at the cafeteria eating=.= .. typical Singaporeans..lOlx.. and came home..yea !.. tml got cca leaders meeting.. or rather Sports Council Meeting^^ .. get to see her..she says i bully her alot =X.. but how to teng her in school.. hahaz.. its kept in my heart de teng.. jux dunno how ta express it out ..everybody tc..and hope she gets wad she wish for..=)) .. jia you in competition ..and of coz .. everything !.. <*3 Thursday

At trainin.. i talk to Wei li.. hmm..coz my confidence is still not back.. ever since I lost once..i continue losing and losing ..i dun have the feel of being confident anymore..i told him bout the confidence i lost .. and all sort of things..

He encouraged me alot and say that if match nervous + angry .. = screw up liao..and Table Tennis is a mind game.. and oso strategy la.. plus.. really really muz attack.. cannot juz defend or be so bei dong.. muz zhu dong abit.. hMM.. after listening .. i still cant really get the feeling back.. when coach ask me ta vs wei li.. hmm.. i know i will definitly lose if im still in the "GAY"/"SISSY" way of playing style..which is = dun attack.. dun give pressure to opponent..give lousy placing to opponent.. and opponent can attack..=.= im gonna die

After losing 1 set.. he told me something he said relax la.. we are trainin for competition..dun too nervous.or else screw up liao..this chnge my entire playing style...this simple sentence..really give me confidence ..alot alot..i dare to attack le.. i start to think le.. i start to plan le.. its like .. i always tell myself to plan .. to attack.. but after losing once.. i have the boundary there.. like its like a fear.. something like kong ju gan.. even if i tell myself a thousand times.. my mind and body juz wont do it the way.. i dun think any1 can understand the feeling i have.. hMM .. i guess i have this feeling coz i fell from the top the the bottom.. guess im weak in standing up.. i wasnt like that in the past.. is it coz i fell too much..?.. anyway..i will juz try to stand up again.. if any1 knows wad im talking bout..i somehow break the boundary a little
Thx to wei li.. or else i will screw up the entire trainin.hmm..competition is coming..and the lots we have drawn aint easy..i really have to work hard.. and get myself back..hope i have the time..team..jia you..

Continue

Life's like dat..

Wednesday
HMm..same lo.. juz like the other days.. sleep .. eat .. study .. and again and ya..zz

Today.. had lessons.. was cool at chem.. hahaz.. cher show us the reactivity of Pure metals..^^..it would be fun if theres Francium..can juz blow off .. and kill me hahaz.. im mad.. yes..RJ was playing with the solution.. and methane gas starts to cover the whole class..wonder wad he mixed.. lOLx.. geez.. the smell of fart.. can kill man..loLx..HMM..luckily he wasnt caught by Mr Shanmugam..and luckily the smell had gone after few mins..hahaz..

Hmmm... .... den.. played tt awhile and went home.. tats my day..=) fullstop..lolx..end ..guess im those blogger with no life.. =.=.. like wad wei li says .. no lifer.. well .. study my POA ..tml got test.. =)

Met some posers outside sch..=.=..they are like wait for me to walk far far liaoz den starts to insult me..losers..haiz..troubles always find me when i dun wan any..zzz

I shld be busy studying for Os.. but alot of things juz came across my mine..dunno why.. juz those happy pictures juz .. came across my mind..hahaz.. and really miss those happy days.. its like .. HMM..well..forget it .. who cares bout wad rubbish i think hahaz.. =) guess im the only one whos like dat now ..hahaz..wad matters is.. cont.. and go on..thx for those who concern.. and those who care..=)).. study la Delwin.. !..

Sunday,Monday,Tuesday

HMm..these days..study..eat..sleep..everybody is busy .. and ya..hMMz.. i shld be busy too..hei .. but..well..nth ta write.. end here =)..bye..hope i can write more things in my post next time.. juz cant rmber any tat can be written..seems ...argh..lolx..

Listening Boston..=))...blast my ears..

Its been a long time since i take pic..

Its been a long time since i take picture..So tot of putting some which is taken at cca leaders camp^^ hei heix..I look like monkey in some pictures =.= Basically I just look old le la lolx..not like Sec 1 liddat liaoz look like im in the 80s Others covering their face =.=

Hahaz..tired all these days..Persevere

Friday

Hmm..today..trying to CRACK my brain..for the Os folio im taking..Manipulation..Guess its too wide till i catch only some few things in my head..im having headache now..hahaz..gong gong le..hMM..at recess..shout at my frens for minor and stupid reasons =.=..guess im having a weird mood.. felt so tired & tired..hope they dun take it too heart..after tat i felt stupid and bad..hahaz.. shout for wad..i shld have tok nicely.. after recess.. Eng filing =.=..only 1 period den have to rush..LOlx.. tired again.. hMM..after lessons..meet hao Jonathan to play tt..budden he havent turn up..so i train my serves first..trying to touch up on my weaknesses.. i notice my hand keep on shivering and cannot control it hao hao..Hmm..weird..hope im alright..coz i cant throw vertically up.. i always throw backwards..(serve needs ta throw 15cm and above) which is like foul in competition.. OMG..=.= i got to control my hand well..i oso dunno why suddenly liddat..o.o..hMM..Jonathan help me improve my basic skills more..but my steps and reaction is still weird weird de..LOlx..not like in the past..when i feel like everything is so slow..and im the fast one.. hMM.. i want that feeling back.. tats wad WiNd is ..^^ of coz.. thats wad Delwin is.. More Haste..Less speed.. Control with Strategy.. Attack when Confident.. Counter attack when the time comes=)).. Defence well..nver give up..nver be nervous.. treasure every single points ta earn..

Came back..and thinking tat ..will she call me when her trainins over ?..hahaz..and it did.. i mean she did =D.. was so happy ..but oso felt tired.. almost sleep eh..hahaz..lucky she called at tat time..or else 5 more mins later and i'll be sleeping like pig le..hahaz..today..pei her home..but dint tok much..i was a tired..hahaz..i guess she is too..but i felt the<*3 there..=))..and im very happy le..loves..stay happy and healthy..i really cherish wad we have now..and hope we have more chnce ta be together..=) thx her for everything ..=D..really feel love everytime..

Thursday

Had Trainin Today..hmm..coach wasnt angry.. this time .. coach is worried.. tats like even worst.. now suddenly my chop becomes weird.. like no feeling.. i can feel the anger..but he also doesnt wan ta scold me..hes juz so worried and disappointed..hmm.. i felt veh ARGH.. lOlx.. i dun wanna let him down.. so i train real hard in trainin.. i cherish every sec in trainin.. hmm.. today played doubles..hai hao la..still okay okay..but im in Singles since Sec 2.. ive nver really trained doubles.. though last year he tried putting me in doubles..but is coz we have enough players le..kz.. this lets me rmber losing to HCI =.=.. haha.. can see the unhappy face i have in the School magazine..=.=.. lost finals eh..of coz sad..nvm.. this year juz try my best.. b4 going ta final.. must try my best.. not to lose any players..i got this feeling im gonna VS water boy again.. hahaz.. chong hao.. lost him 2 years ago.. score of 3:2.. and lucky Wei Li won another guy..tats how we get into top4..and got 3rd hahaz.. HMm.. this year is still singles bah..hope to win every match.. i need confidence=)) but so far.. haven got back wad i have in the past.. dun think its so easy ta come back.. i guess veh less ppl can understand how i feel now.. cox.. veh less ppl have been thru wad i have..

These are the things i need to take note of.. in TT :
More Haste Less Speed (Always too anxious..in the end..move before hand..and result in lousy balls back to opponent..den they can attack easily =.= )
Reaction (Now reaction is super slow..need to be faster)
Movements (Move like a snail,need to move faster..if only mine can be like Ji Shen de)
Feeling (Veh Weird..use to feel tat Loop and Chop is a piece of cake..but now..seems so difficult)
Focus (Dunno issit the Sec 1s super noisy or i feel very fan sumtimes)
Confidence (Always dun dare to attack..coz worry of losing..but if i were to meet any strong opponent..i will die if i dun attack..coz they will..so muz attack !)
Tense Up (Shld Fang Kai Da..dun be so tense.. like rock liddat..lolx..be more happy..enjoy the game.enjoy the experience)
Juz want the feeling i lost back.. and wanna improve..wanna be better..^^

Wednesday

Sch starts as usual but ends late..guess i came home to do some work..couldnt rmber clearly..will add on if i rmber..hahaz

Tuesday

Sch Starts late.. and end late..=.= played TT.. with Jonathan , LiZhi , Eugene they all..felt something wasnt right..dint have the feeling ..hmm have to jia you lo..

Monday

Trainin too..hmM..wasnt really good.. coz not up to coach de expectation..and for myself..i feel like i juz learnt TT =.=.. no la.. feel like ive juz chnge from PenHold/Shorthand hold to ShakeHand hold.. (actually is Chnge from last year..coz..PenHold/ShortHand de backhand wasnt really good enuf..coach oso encouraged me ta chnge.. so decided to chnge..) hahaz.. my ShakeHand Hold de experience is lesser den Jonathan.. liddat im his Junior liaoz .. lOlx.. nah ! no such thing.. lOlx..

Weekends

Sunday

Basically..i dunno why i feel so tired .. hahaz.. i can sleep the whole day if i choose too..really tired..still thinking bout wad happened yesterday morning ..HOHOHO^^ ..it is sweet de wad..hMPh.. time doesnt turn back or forward.. im in the middle of nowhere .. lOLx.. argh.. it juz felt like its so long yet so close.. LONG coz sumtimes without her.. CLOSE coz of the god dam O's is coming so fast.. lOlx..ive to work everyday like a BULL !.. budden this weekend.. dint really touch much on studies.. is DNT nia.. only do maths , read chem , phy .. hai hai .. NONO .. cannot hai.. muz stay happy =D..for her..and for myself..persevere lo ..jia you in ur zonals.. ur studies.. and ur everything .. hope u achieve wad u wish for !.. all the best =D .. <*3..tc

Saturday

Met her in the morning..=))))) <*3 and it has many sweet moments=D..heix heix..guess she knows wad im tokin bout..den she went trainin le.. boooo !.. xD.. hahaz ..jk..she muz work hard for her ZONALS !..jia you ! after dat came back home to study and slack sometimes..and look at book the whole day plus rest..i felt very tired..like thre are heavy clouds on my head.. hahaz.. i got this urge of charging out of the door and have some fun outside..budden..crap la..whos free now..ahhaz..^^..exam is coming soon..and im trying to adapt..but i dunno i feel so sleepy..maybe its weekend ^^ .. hahaz..ive used all my batteries in class paying attention i suppose =.=..of coz .. i cant deny playing tt oso ah ..but im not physically tired..dunno how ta explain..lalala.. juz let me turn 16 !..argh.

OYA.. even if i turn 16 le oso no use..=.=..i cant watch movie at this kind of time rite..maybe i can try watching movie alone for the 2nd time ^^ ?..=.= NONO ..loLx.. bad idea ! ..find watching movie alone veh LOL.. i cant rmber why i did dat in the past.. =.= tats real loner man.. poor thing.. poor delwin in the past.. geez.. dats me !.. hahahz ! wadeva.. im crazy le..

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Blogging ON Saturday

Friday
The story goes like this

I understand why Jg chose to ----- ..(though he quit le)i understand his feeling le..like it feels so lone and stupid(im saying myself).. like u did sumtin wrong.. like no ones with u.. like u feel like u have done wrong things..feels feels so sad and heartache..like juz a drip of water can hurt ur everything..like u feel so tired trying le..like u feel so one sided..like u feel u have lost everything.. like u do so much for a person but it doesnt work..but its not her fault..its juz urself..hope Jg is alright anyway.. tc bro.. dun worry i wont -----.. hahaz

Today i accompanied her..i guess i did sumtin wrong..hai..maybe is i think too much bah..but yesterday wasnt like the past..and i understand why..coz we almost lost each other on Wednesday.N i dint blame her..really dint blame her..but i juz feel so heartache.. so pain .. so pain..maybe i shldnt be like yesterday tat time anymore..sometings muz both parties feel the same way.. den there will be happiness.. sumtings cant be juz one parties thought.. i shld have respect her decision..but i was confuse.. and i felt so sad..

I am happy dat i can pei her..but i oso dint expect the day to be like dat..coz i was so happy tat we can go out.. coz we dun have much time with each other.coz we are busy..i am happy at the previous day..i was long waiting for this day to come.. but it turn out..juz not i expected..its really not her fault..its mine..but i juz feel veh tired and sad on the inside..i juz feel tat im alone on this relationship.. after the ride on the way to her house and Cck mrt.. i went back to my house downstairs..but i dint wanna go up..coz i feel tat my heart was silent and empty..its the empty tat makes me feel hurt..it hurts like hell..it felt like i couldnt move and i really cant..hai..at that point of time its like..i could do anyting stupid..but.. i know i wont -----.. i wont =.=..Jg told me not to oso.. and i know how much it harms.. i juz feel like sitting on a very high place..wanting to fall..but fearing of getting hurt..and also juz blasting music on my ears and juz rest for awhile..i couldnt explain how i felt yesterday.. i felt lost..somehow..dint wanna go home coz i will feel even more fan..

Thursday

normal schling plus trainin .. Hmmm..Geez..i lOst Jonathan 3-0.. ive nver ever lost till so jia lat b4.. kz .. i muz really say he improved alot.. but.. thats also not my standard.. i dunno why recently i feel so weak and helpless.. i feel that i dun have the feeling like last time.. my hand keep shivering..=,=.. juz tell myself train harder lo.. i dun mind losing to him.but i mind if my standard is liddat.. he shld know.. i still rmber we can compete till 3-2 .. either he win or i win.. hahaz...it was fun la..and we have a competitive match..but now.. im juz like a block of wood.. totally trashed..=.=.. juz work harder lo.. i feel moody everytime i dun do well.. not lost.. is i really feel dumb.. =.= juz stay happy and try harder next time..=)..i am happy tat i can go out with her tml =))

Wednesday

Dnt Os de theme is out.. Manipulation..cher said its easy..=.=..i find it rather complicated..Lolx..normal schooling.. i suppose..but today..we quarrelled and almost end up having a very serious problem..but hopefully=)..we talk over the phone and everything is fine le..and we understand how important is each other to us..im writing down all this juz in case i lost memory or sumting..=.=.. ive STM.. these few days is real tired.. hai .dun wanna tok about it .. lOlx.. juz heard the song playing this ..introducing Hanging On By Cheyenne Kimball..quite a nice song.. (tats coz i happen to hear when im posting at this point of time..hahaz.)

Tuesday

Sch starts late..as wad ive post on tuesday..today is as usual..it juz starts late and end late=.=..so tired de gan jue..like whole day so draggy..the only good thing is can sleep longer lo..Sec 4s life is so sian one..lOlx..haiya.. as wad ive said.. im still 15.. i'll juz be crappy and crappy till im 16.. but of coz i will study hao hao la.. budden..still cant adapt to the MISSION given..hahaz..im still underage..under the protection OF LAW !..lOlx..i wont go to jail YET.. but soon i will be the acceptable age=.=..wad the hell am i toking man.. why will i end up in jail.. lOLx.. im crazy..yea yea yea..

School starts late..=)

Sch starts late today.. at 8.45am so come ta blog bout wad happened yesterday..

Monday

Normal schooling..after tat got trainin ..><.. hai.. kns.. i nver feel so retard b4.. =.=.. after the ball go le im still staring at the bat positioning..zzz... why ah.. juz a feel days den i become so idiot liaoz.. hMM i cannot let this happen..i have to work harder.. zonals is coming le.. hmm i muz admit Jonathan and Wei Li got improve ..but i oso suk like hell yesterday..everyball i hit back is lousy and no standard de..><.. like just join Table Tennis liddat... dun have the feeling yesterday..hope thursday can be better.. not much time left le.. Ive ta give in all i have le..last year.. bring glory to Unity.. =)).. prove to them there wont be a diff with or without China player.. we still can win.. i have confidence in the team.. juz hope dey we do better..

At night..reach home le she called me =D..hahaz.. so sweet..<*3 and i had a good sleep.. thx ta her.. =)))...hope she stays happy and take loads of care..

HmMm..I personally feel bad for Phy..Hey..is my bro stupid..dun blame urself.. u are very good le.. U student lehz.. is he dunno how to treasure you.. im very angry i have this kind of bro.. juz take care and hope it wont affect ur studies in U.. in my mind.. u r the best sister i ever have.. I do treat u as sis sometimes.. coz u take good care of us alot.. u will think for us oso.. really thx.. if we happen to meet again.. i would definitly say hi.. and hope u too .. give back a smile.. without him. u can oso have a bright future.. Jia You and achieve the grades u want in U.. hMM i gtg le.. tc every1.. =']

*I know how much u love him.. and i know how much it hurts when this happens.. sometimes reality juz sux.. ppl hate to happen de things always happen..

Weekend

Hmm..iM still thinking shld i get tuition anot.. will it be of any help ?..or is it better tat i use my own time to crack my brains on my own..budden..im really worried for Os..esp my batch de is brought forward..i doubt teachers can guarantee if they can fin the syllabus not..=.=

Vexed.. hmmm.. crucial and busy year.. hai ..dun have those fun life le..every day is Os Os Os Os Os.. Os !.. dun like to be stressed like tat .. hao fan ah !!!!.. i need someone to lie on and tok to in person.. but she is also busy.. i cannot be selfish de.. =)nvm.. i juz need more time to adapt...

So.. HMm i will juz work hard and study study study.. i tell myself muz study...study study..jiu hao le..
hope this faster ends..Os

hope it ends with tears of joy and happiness..
hope i get wad i want..
hope i can manage hao.
hope i dun do wrong things..
hope i can be alone sometimes.. i oso dunno why i wanna be alone sometimes.. maybe is tired ba
hope i can be accompanied sometimes.. =.=.. im so weird..
hope no one comes to find trouble for me..
hope i have someone to tok to and make me luff when im down..not much possible coz everybody is busy..
hope i can stay happy..
hope she can stay happy oso =)) ..den wo jiu happy le..
Juz hope everything is fine..
hope to have enuf sleep..
hope to have a good dream..coz sumtimes reality sux
hope to have a pillow to hug at night..=.= bros always snatch mine..
hope feel comfortable everytime..
hope .. .. hope ..

yea !.. ^^ Shes gonna call me to chat on fone hahaz=))..nitez.. tc every1..

Schooling Starts =)

Saturday

Woke up and study Chem =)..played games with her but made her angry =.= .. dumb me ..lOlx..den was somehow moody..

After dat went ta Lewis Birthday de bbq..had quite a fun la..but wasted money..coz Qing he told me the wrong location..make me sweat like lOlx..

Reached there..start to bbq chickens for them..the fire wasnt big..took quite a long time for it to be fully cooked..needs skill de okay..

Gabriel bought wine.. 40 % alchohol .. siao !.. even tiger beer less than 5 % ..insane sia..juz as i expected..Gabriel was drunk=.=..siao man .. lOlx.. i wont get myself drunk ..later kee siao..and i wont so easy drunk de ^^ loLx..jkjk .. 40 % lehz.. siao.. we are only 15..=.=..

Wei Li they all swimming hahaz..had quite some fun..but i dint bring extra clothes..=X..arbo i oso wanna jump in the pool ^^..shiok..lOlx.. after bbq so hot jump in most shiok de..hahaz..

Saw some of my classmates who retain at sec 3..hMM..luckily they are gals..coz no need go NS..so wont affect so much..hope they this year really buck up..and get good results..

was tired...den went home..

Ho HO.. ! .. im more skill in bbqing chicken.. wahahhaz.. jkjk .. but i find it nice =D...lOlx.. although i cook so many but i only ate one..hope the ppl enjoyed the food i cooked.. 100% guarantee COOKED =))..weee !LOlx..

Kz.. wish Lewis a Happy Birthday =) tc

Going off ta eat.. tc every1..<*3

Friday

Have cca open house..hmm..was trying to help Dave to get in table tennis .. so i asked him to meet me earlier to try to teach him some basic things.. but well .. it didnt help much.. He wasnt Chosen.. but .. he asked me to try to train him and help him.. seeing such determination.. how can i say no... hmm .. i will juz try to help him.. since its my last year le..

Well lOlx.. many weird ppl wanna join table tennis .. =.=.. really weird..LOlx.. dunno how ta explain .. and jonathan turn up.. he kept his promise .. im happy for this..

A sec 2 or 3 malay guy ..rugby de.. walk pass me...sticking his sticky arm .. acting like gangster.. he dunno hu hes offending ..zzz=.=...if i were in the past .. lOLx.. forget it .. tats past ... i wont care bout these ass ..im juz venting my ANGER..><.. dun forget im Sec 4 .. losers.. After my Os u guys watch out .. =).. call ppl down to settle ah ... act beng rite .. i call police =).. lOL .. seriously losers spoil my mood .. (Hmm..I have these feeling .. tat i wanna be ------ in the future..) still considering..hmm..dunno.. I dun wan trouble.. but trouble always come and make me luff..lOlx..i find gangsters real dumb.. they look disgustin..=.=zzz ..though i was once liddat.. thinking back..it is really gross..=.= dumb..

After tat went ta accompany her to cck..wah ..hahaz. dam hell lot of books..i rushed..juz to see and pei her..=D..worth it la..ahhaz..have not seen her in close distance for a long time le.. wanna look at her and juz give her a smile =).. hope she stays happy and take loads of care..<*3
Hope we can last forever..and nth can break us up.. and hope we understand each other more.. and lessen our sad , angry and quarrel times..I dun wish to have all this at all but well..i guess its
unavoidable..but hope it wont happen so often la..HOPE it nver happens.. hahaz..tc everyone


Thursday

Had trainin..well..i was sick..sneeze the whole day..wah sianz..sibeh sianz..zz.so i quickly rush home to take a hot bath..

Ho HO..luckily.. no more sneezing le yes !..

Den later when trainin.. song.. i got back the feeling i lost!..^^ ..hope we can at least win 2nd in west zone.. really hope every1 can buck up... its my last year le .. pls dun make me regret...i wan to do well in Os..

Wednesday
HmMM..sch started !..hahaz and basically..the sec ones are having fun..wah..how i wish i can oso join in the fun of the orientation camp..well i haven grow up k..im still not 16 yet..when im 16..there will be a dramatically change in me..=)..so i'll enjoy being childish now..b4 i get to 16 lOlx..

Well..i rmber walking past a class .. where everyone was sitting STRAIGHT ..looking at the front . i tot there was teacher ..den i stop walking and looked inside.. lOLX !.. no teacher !..=.=.. den every1 LOok at me .. =.= .. i faster walk away loLx...lOLx..

Really dam amusing la.. KAo .. so guai sia..hmm ..i predict ..2 weeks mre .. and they wont be liddat liao..lOLx..the NAs and NTs are quite good behaving .. hope they are not influenced by those bastard seniors.. zzz

Tuesday

Hmm..basically..i forgot wad happened today..when i rmber den put =)

=)..Year 2007..

Today woke Up..and tada !..i fin another book..hahaz..

The Book Name is "In The Comapany Of Crazies"

To me the book is okay..the story is sumhow like the teenage kind of thing.book is rather nice..thinking back.. I CANT believe Delwin actually completed 4 books in the holiday..2 chi and 2 eng..lOLX.no no..u gotta understand.. I NVER read storybooks..=)..but thx to her encouragement i manage to fin my target..=)thx for ur support i appreciate it alot..<*3 *hugs

After tat i called her at nite..but i guess sumting happened..and we cant cont the conversation..but well..hahaz..ive heard her laugh..but she got the wrong idea..i really hope she trusts me..and trust dat..no matter wad happen i wont leave her..as long as we still love each other..no matter wad chnges has happen to her on the outside..i dun mind..as long as in the inside..shes still the candice i love..can le..=)..of coz ppl do chnge..and i can accept too..if her character somehow chnges..=))..

<*3..have a good rest dear=)..loves..NitEz