Not a good feeling

You know it kinda don't really feel good when its kind of.. OMG feeling.. ok im sry.. OMG Means oh my goodness.. not really wad you think that is kind of offensive to ppl..

Probably the hardest thing ive ever signed..cld felt my heart thumping like an ANIMAL.. ok maybe not tat gd..like an animal having sex.. how bout that..^^ kinda make more sense.. hahaha=D gotcha..

LOOK the problem is..It decides my future.but i kinda sort it out tat actually I'm the one whom decides my own future.I was given a choice to sign it.. or not to.. guess what.. at that moment i feel that im the bravest thing in the world.. "IM like the most man guy on earth".. but when i step out of GO.. I TURN into a boy so fast.. .. that i feel like biting on to a pacifier..

WELL.. SIGNED IT.. DO IT.. DO IT LIKE A MAN.. I have to coz it concerns my future..

Really relieved.. really thank the school for giving me the chance to prove myself again..well i need some time to tune back to the Delwin I was.. But I have to..

Okay enough of talking bout this.coz it really doesnt make sense when we talk bout it..

Christmas IS COMING! "YOU BETTER NOT CRY... COZ IM TELLING YOU WHY" "DELWIN KOH IS COMING TO TOWN".. and Jia Xins birthday IS COMING.. LOL..woah woah woah.. those who know whens her bday.rmb to wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Ok.. she called.. gtg.. bye dudes and babes.. thank you and have a nice day

A 2nd life

Its like freaking 4a.m. but i cant freaking sleep.. dun ask me why.. im dead beat.. tired to the core.. but cant seem to SLEEP.and what have I been doing for the past 4 hrs ever since 12?.. rotting with music...

For those who don't know.. I was given a 2nd chance to promote=).. really.. really thank everyone for this.. especially the VP for giving me this chance..

Went for the retest.. it was moderately manageable for Phy.. but for Chem and Math.. i cld proudly say.. was comfortably done.. as DeYong have took his time to revise and teach me all the things that I didn't know.. It was until then i realise.. If i actually Put my heart into all these.. I can understand it.. I can do it.. I'll work harder DeYong.. thanks alot.. =) really..

Really felt HAPPY.. woohoooo ..lol.. I'll wake up from now.. and return the the PAE me.. trust me guys.. i will shoow all of you .. will show my parents.. my teachers.. and most importantly to prove it to myself that I can do it.. I can't guarantee good result.. but i can guarantee you that I'll put my heart into it..

Recalling back.. i have been hoping to come JJ when i was Sec 3?.. yeah.. to join the table tennis team and to fight for Team JJ.. Now being the captain.. if I am given the chnce.. I'll lead Team JJ and bring us to the highest Peak.. we might not be as strong as previous batch.. but I believe.. as long as we work hard together.. we can make miracles..

Remembering I wanted to take H2 Math and Science so bad.. so bad.. that i tried so hard to get in.. and to think that I actually slacken.. wad a joke.. no more of this nonsense..I'll do my best to catch up what Ive lost during this holiday.. I will still play.. im a playful guy wad do you expect.. but at the same time.. I'll try my best to manage my time well..

And to Jia Xin.. I Love You.. wholeheartedly.. Im sry to make you feel so insecure.. its my fault to look at what are the things you can't do for me.. ..for I shld look at the things you had done for me.. SO MUCH SO MUCH.... i really thank you.. once again.. sry.. and .. i just wanna tell you tat my love for you is genuine.. ever since the day i fell in love with you.. could you ..forgive the things that I've done to hurt you..? and be with me happily.. I don't know what happens in the future.. but I'll definitely cherish you NOW..more than ever..

(TO THE VIEWERS: IF YOU THINK THIS IS MUSHY, YOU CAN ALWAYS MOVE YOUR CURSOR TO THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER AND PRESS THE X BUTTON) =)..

These aint sweet/corny/mushy words.. its the words in my heart that I want to say to you.. =).. give me a smile.. give me the smile tat I use to see when I first know you.. I just wish you to be happy.. always.. take care my girl..

Take good care everyone..and thank everyone who cares for me.. I know who you are.. deep down in my heart.. =)

Have a good month and a Happy Christmas this coming year end..